{DESTROY THE SILENCE}

Saturday, May 20, 2006

feeling shitty yet again.
why am i still feeling this way??
iwanttodie. stupid me

you sang to me @ {12:55:00 AM}

Monday, May 15, 2006

boredom.

10 FAVORITES
Favorite Color : green [n pink]
Favorite Food : erm, nth in particular. juz love foOD in general
Favorite Band : fave of all time *NSYNC. but now tink they like no more le. but they're like da best of all time=]
Favorite Song : if i were you - hoobastank
Favorite Movie : the last samurai
Favorite Sport : hockey!
Favorite Season : eating season=D
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor : mint
Favorite Time of Day : time to sleep

9 CURRENTS
Current Mood : still quite lazy, dun feel like doing hmwk even though am supposed to..
Current Taste : lemon mint sweet taste
Current Clothes : nyjc bball shirt n fbts. hah.
Current Toenail Color : normal healthy colour
Current Time : 308pee.am
Current Surroundings : media room in sch
Current Thoughts : iwantochit
Current Hairstyle : ponytail loh. wanna cut!!!
Current Weather : normal? cun reali c outside. sunny...

8 FiRSTS
First Best Friend : sheeEBy of course..
First Kiss : melvin. .
First Pet : fishyfishy
First Crush : dun reali noe if its considered a crush. but was bout 2, 3 yrs ago..
First Music : i love u, u love me..
First Car : dun have yet lar. not planning to get one anyway.
First Time : 1st time wat?
First Job : mummy's shop.

7 LASTS
Last Cigarette : eeeeeeww. not going anywhere near those things.
Last Drink : tea from home.
Last Car Ride : yesterday from mummy to ccab for my match
Last Kiss : ten thousand years ago.
Last Cell phone call : mummy.
Last CD : whoa. long time since i last got a cd. erm, was it nsync?
Last Girlfriend/Boyfriend : mel

6 HAVE YOU EVERS
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: erm i dun tink so.
Have You Ever Broken the Law : yar haha. by downloading songs illegally..
Have You Ever gone Sky diving : nope, but wanna try it someday
Have You Ever gone Skinny Dipping : nooo
Have You Ever Been on TV : yar. some interview thingy. horrible scary experience. but din catch da part showing me.
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know : no.. wun ever happen.

5 THiNGS
1 Thing You're Wearing : bloo fbts
1 Thing You've Done Today : help mummy take food
1 Thing You Can Hear Right now : music of i dunno which language
1 Thing You Can't Live Without : people around me
1 Thing You Do in your spare time : stone.

4 PLACES YOU'VE BEEN TODAY
1. kitchen
2. sofa
3. bus
4. school

3 PEOPLE THAT YOU LOVE
1. my family
2. my friends
3. myself.

2 CHOiCES
1. Black or White : black
2. Hot or Cold : hot

1 CRUSH
Who is it : dun have laR

you sang to me @ {2:58:00 PM}

wow. i din noe so many such people exist. oh man i've been so naive. cun belive it. argh. yucks. lazy to elaborate.

you sang to me @ {2:00:00 AM}

sometimes what you say may be totally different from what you feel inside.
'specially when you know you shouldn't be feeling what you are feeling inside.

sucks.

you sang to me @ {1:54:00 AM}

feels nice to be remembered=]
specially when u've not seen them in like ten thousand years.
still rmb bout 2 weeks ago walking home, halfway met choon meng. he followed me back da rest of da way all da way to my doorstep. heh. farnie guy. dunno y he wanted to do so oso. last time always play ball with him n others. super pro boy=] n grow so tall liao!

n then like 3 days ago jun long msg me on msn, sheeEBy was using earlier n he msged her too though. oh well. was alright. cute guy. heh. not seen him in a long time. he seems to be doing fine yah so tats gd=] not been to braddell for quite long liao, like me.. still plays ball for sch team[so i bet he's like super pro boy now oso] but now cca stop le cos gotta study for a's. all da best to him=]

then i tink da day b4 yesterday teck kang msg me, on msn oso. was like 'hi jie, so long nv chat le how r u' or sth like tat. cun reali rmb wat exactly he said but i rmb tat he call me jie. haha. so long le he still regard me as his jie. not bad ah... now last year of sec sch, o's coming up so studying hard. say nv play ball quite long le cos studying. hhmmm. very gd arh. quite surprised though, cos he din seem to be da type hu will study kind. but anyway, is good lar. got kicked out of bball cca cos he refused to get his hair cut, so now he's in badminton. hah. alright lar. wah still rmb tat nite we were playing ball in da old braddell court, da inside one. quite dark but still got abit light erm. dunno how it happened exactly but suddenly his big fat head haRD juz collided into my nose! OMG. wat a horrible feeling. like my nose wanna drop off like tat. 1st thing i felt though[b4 the pain even started] was da smell of his head. hah! wierd stuff. awful smell, yaR. for like one second.. theN the pain came. ahableah. well all da best to him for his o's too.

yea. n then, last nite i tink.. kk msged me, on msn tooo. yaR. so long nv chat le. asked how i was doing n stuff. he's in army now suffering. hah. navy. 9 more mths to go. tink he'll survive well lah. so fit. quite good looking oso. haha. tat time quite close was like hhmmm. 2 yrs ago? like when awhile after juz started playing ball, at punggol cc there. yar. he was da one hu [when we went cycling/blading one day] came rite behind me n stopped too late n his wheel hit my blade n made me sortof fall. but nth much lah, juz dun reali like da idea of bikes coming real close behind me now. hhmmm, wonder how he looks like now....=]

wow. like so weird.. suddenly so long nv tok to them then suddenly all come msg me. heh. nice feeling. harhar. brings back memories... ahahahhaa. ohwells. shows tat they're nice enuff to still rmb me n stuff yah. happyhappy=]

its nice to be remembered=]

you sang to me @ {12:52:00 AM}

got this from sheeEBy's blorg. wanted to do it quite some time ago but not free arh. so now am boh liao enuff to complete it=]

Name 20 people you can think of right now at the top of your head. Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 ppl. Ok tag at least 5 ppl.. Ready? Start!

1. sheeEBy
2. fel
3. tine
4. penny
5. ah hui
6. grace
7. nette
8. ferli
9. teddy
10. wj
11. joshua
12. jseph
13. neville
14. chel
15. mel
16. zz
17. mave
18. matthew
19. kel
20. spongebob

Ok, now for the questions:

1. How did you meet 14?
sjc sec 1 i tink. but close onli from sec 3. miss her=]

2. What would you do if you had never met 1?
my life would be lonely=( without my dear smelly sister, i wouldn't be able to live on! oh how my heart cries... yah rite. she's a great sis laR. no need to say much more cos she's juz great yaR. . farniegalunderscore87@hotmail.com[got this @hotmail.com thingy from her too] harhar.

3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
hoooo! great couple man! hahaha. teddy's even got spongebob boxers! match made in heaven.

4. Did u ever like 19?
er. yea as a fren..

5. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
hahahaha. mockable. not very rite though. haha. someone will get jealous....

6. Describe 3.
wonderful woman. always so pretty tat it gets irritating. got into top ten best face n top ten best body list[expected yaR]. n there's morE!.. she's loud too, farnie, siao siao. super nice legs. sexygalz@hotmail.com ahaha

7. Do you think 8 is attractive?
yup in her own way=] but she's attached already so obviously the answer is yes laR.

8. Tell me something about 7.
nette is super nice gal. da type can tok to anyone one. great fren=]

9. Do you know any of 12's family?
i noe he's got a dad, mum n sis.

10. What's 8's favourite?
limwenxiong! ?

11. What would you do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
er.. haha. not very rite though he's a farnie guy. heh.

12. What language does 15 speak?
hhmmm. english n a little chinese. other languages haven heard her speaking yet.

13. Who is 9 going out with?
pei pei..nspongebob.

14. How old is 16 now?
eighteen. rite?

15. When's the last time u talked to 13?
juz now, msn. counted rite..

16. What is 2's favourite band/singer?
hhmmm. some chinese singer? haha. i tink mayb no particular one? juz noe tat she likes tat erm jian dan de ge song.. ?

17. Would you ever date 4?
hahaha. not right. n She's attached anyway.

18. Would you ever date 7?
a She oso. not right.

19. Is 15 single?
nope. is attached.

20. What is 10's last name?
ng.

21. Would u ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
hhmmm.. mayb...

22. What school does 3 go to?
tp design school hoooo!

23. Where does 6 live?
wah shit. i forgot. erm... tampines? pasir ris? eh oh no.. is SIMEI!! haha

24. What's your favourite thing about 5?
pretty gal, wonderful in her own way. great company yea=]

25. Have u seen number 1 naked?
yaR. but cun rmb lah. young tat time.. haha.

Now to tag 5 people :

sheeEBy
neville
ah hui
grace
penny

you sang to me @ {12:19:00 AM}